The goal this weekend was to try to occupy my mind as much as possible until Monday & Tuesday could get here. This mission of occupying the mind required a trip to the library on Friday where I stocked up on 4 movies and 2 books. So far I've made it through Julie & Julia (loved it and btw the book is even better) and Four Christmases (ok movie.) Today's cinematic selections are Death of a Salesman (after my recent research paper on this play & the concept of the american dream, I wanted to see the movie) and Slumdog Millionaire (LOVE this movie and needed a good dose of tears and cheers.)
So is my movie weekend distracting me from my worry?? Oh HELL NO! DH was busy with an Army thing this weekend so it's been pup and me snuggling on the couch with our movies while my new roommate, Anxiety, popped the popcorn. Anxiety decided to stop by after some particularly painful cramping yesterday morning. The cramping eventually let up but not before filling my waking hours with nervousness and disturbing my sleep all night. Overall it made Saturday a pretty shitty day.
I just don't know what this next week will bring, but for now I'm going to try to keep Anxiety locked out today. I'm going to watch Willy Loman's meltdown, then cheer on Jamal Malik, and get some Nintendo DS play time in there too. I hope you all are having a wonderful weekend and I'll be back tomorrow with my bloodwork results. Fingers, toes, aw hell everything is crossed.
T minus 1 day till bloodwork and 2 days till ultrasound...
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